I would like to extend my condolences. Losing a loved one is extremely painful. Even Jesus was moved to tears when Lazarus died (John 11:35). You may be struggling with where to find comfort. 2 Corinthians 1:3, 4 confirms we can turn to God for this comfort for he gives us power beyond what is normal in order that we can cope. He also promises that the dead will be redeemed from the grave (Hosea 13:14, Isaiah 26:19) and that death will be no more (Rev 21: 3, 4). Hold on to that promise.